Hey Mary, I am sorry to hear about your disappointment. We don't include shirts every month. The feedback we have received over the last 6 years has been that too many shirts in a row gets boring. So every now and then we switch it up and do a box with 2 full-sized products instead that aren't clothing. Usually, these are in the form of a full tub of pre-workout, BCAA's or protein. Send me an email with your preferred size and ill have an exclusive special shirt made and sent out to you!